Boulevard

Decolonizing Maths and Science

2011-08-18T21:20:00.000+05:30

Decolonising Our Universities - Fifth Session from TV Multiversity on Vimeo.

Vocabulary

2011-08-02T22:24:00.001+05:30

Western liberalism is Elitist. It creates an individual who has no responsibility towards the cosmos. He stands for his ideology and instincts. He stands for his group and not for the universe.

He evolved from copying the Victorian privileged.

His individualism is his way to feel himself and not to study himself.

His individualism is his way to look at his instinct and senses in isolation and not part of cosmos. His individualism is a way to feel his instinct without his spiritualism.

He evolved from his poverty. He wanted to relish materialism of east without its original social and civilizational structure.

He is a monster consuming himself

Greed

2011-07-01T17:46:00.001+05:30

I have been collecting adjectives for myself. Don’t know why.
No, not because they provide definition, after all definitions are not “out there”.
They are not in “things” but inside my perception .
Definitions just rents the lodging to "things" in my perception.
No, not because they provide serenity from slavery of verbs .
I know that this quest of autonomy from verbs is just a trance.
No not because that they adorn noun .
Greed has already taken over vanity in the name of economics .
Adjective can’t find harmony with noun anymore.
Is this gluttony for world or word?

History of I

2011-06-24T22:27:00.002+05:30

I invented confidence out of my ignorance.
I nurtured my ignorance with my confidence.
I made a universe out of my confident ignorance.
I became confident ignorance.

origins of monotheistic religions

2011-04-22T23:54:00.001+05:30

http://varnam.nationalinterest.in/

Theorizing Indianness

2011-04-16T22:38:00.002+05:30

Pilgrimage

2011-04-10T19:39:00.002+05:30

A window open
Secluded from my resolve
Adolescence disregarded it
Immortality was aching for it
Faith saw atonement seeping through it
Immortality saw freedom
And the Pilgrim grinned
This is liberty from freedom,
My friend
And I smiled at Pilgrim

Lost

2011-03-29T22:52:00.001+05:30

Hide me from the hidden me
As I forgot the lost one

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Desire

2011-03-28T22:24:00.001+05:30

Words streaming down thy soul
Searching fragrant shores
No, oh my lord
They don't need a fable
Just few phrases
& an exclaimation

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Web

2011-02-10T23:10:00.000+05:30

The conquest lost to its own deceit
And the deceit laughed at its conquest

Introduction

2010-12-09T00:01:00.000+05:30

Anonymity is the most Honest introduction between Humans …
it has a tinge of mystery which whirls the inquisitive atoms in our existence.
It has a dash of Risk which we all face in human relations.
It has a trace of adventure which our mundane existence craves for.

Two Suns in the sky

2010-10-25T22:15:00.000+05:30

Two Suns in the sky (Dyo Ilioi ston Ourano) is a film about the time (4th/5th centuries CE) when Greece was transformed from a country of philosophers/free thinkers and heroes to a country of Christ . It was a time when the schools of Philosophy were closed down and the Olympic games were banned.

The Greek Orthodox Archdiocese of Athens has evidently suppressed the distribution of this film and its conversion to DVD, you can watch it online in youtube.

Analysis

2010-09-12T00:43:00.003+05:30

Data is the reason of analysis
Perception is the result of purpose
Emotion is the reason of purpose
Purpose is the reason of analysis
Analysis is the result of perception

Somewhere in between is the logic

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Logic & emotion

2010-09-11T23:38:00.002+05:30

Our existence is stuck between emotion and logic and we have learned to use logic for the justification of our emotions.

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History and Self

2010-07-05T17:03:00.003+05:30

Can you remove self from Happenings?
After all you are part of happening

Events are emotions
So how can you isolate emotions from events and proclaim them Facts

If this is true then History is “someone else “ and not what happened
Commentary is ideology and not the empirical fact.

Then what is the truth
How can you find “universal “ in this world
Specially in the time when individuality is a “IN” Thing

Scale

2010-05-30T12:11:00.000+05:30

“People in the West have acquired considerable skill in interpreting and manipulating law. Any conflict is solved according to the letter of the law and this is considered to be the supreme solution. If one is right from a legal point of view, nothing more is required. Nobody will mention that one could still not be entirely right, and urge self-restraint, a willingness to renounce such legal rights, sacrifice and selfless risk. It would sound simply absurd. One almost never sees voluntary self-restraint. Everybody operates at the extreme limit of those legal frames.”

“I will tell you that a society without any objective legal scale is a terrible one indeed. But a society with no other scale than the legal one is not quite worthy of man either. A society which is based on the letter of the law and never reaches any higher is taking very scarce advantage of the high level of human possibilities. The letter of the law is too cold and formal to have a beneficial influence on society. Whenever the tissue of life is woven of legalistic relations, there is an atmosphere of moral mediocrity, paralyzing man’s noblest impulses.”
- Alexander Solzhenitsyn, on 8 June 1978 at Harvard University

2010-04-04T14:08:00.002+05:30

Strip your attire
Strip them as they are for others
By others and
are others.
How long can you walk
With lies and illusions
Oh my motherland strip yourself
It’s time to gaze at yourself
Again

Language and organisations

2010-03-24T21:06:00.001+05:30

Stagnancy in human thought results is Ideology, religion and organizations.
Languages and words are shaped by ideology, society and organizations
Language and words are used by ideologies and organizations to cultivate and slave individuals.
Sincerity in these Languages and words limits our thinking ability.

Identity

2010-02-06T16:28:00.003+05:30

Identity is differentiation from others.

Yet it uses others to define self

What a wretched irony.

Every Identity is layered with so many different definitions

I am a Man, an Indian, a Hindu, a Brahmin, a North Indian, a Bourgeois,

I exploit them on various different circumstances

I have No idea what they represent

Duties or Privileges?

But who cares.

What a Pathetic Irony.

Full Circle

2009-11-29T12:10:00.001+05:30

Who are you?

2009-11-29T11:14:00.002+05:30

Who are you?

Staring at the gibberish

Are you looking for me?

Or are you probing yourself

No my cherished stranger

You are just searching “I” in the “we”

So which one is the most appropriate question?

Is it here?

Are you here?

Are we here?

No I am not looking for objective truth

Just a subjective Opinion

Heros

2009-09-23T21:54:00.002+05:30

Who is the Hero of Mahabharata?

Based on our ideology, There are so many to choose .

from perplexed and articulated Arjuna ,to inquisitive and feminist Kunti .

From wicked Krishna to malicious Karna.

But why do we need Heroes ? why it cant be a chronicle of Life .

Why Nihilism has become the foundation of modernity?

Has it subjugated everything?

From Capitalism to human ingenuity.

After all Life is not about nihilistic Individualism conquering our collective consciousness.

Has this Abrahamic Idea of "one" mesmerized our sense of universal consciousness?

Directions

2009-07-28T22:13:00.002+05:30

Mind has Questions
The Problem with Question is that it leads us to a direction.

1. What, who and which? - Identity
2. When? - time
3. Where? - place
4. How? - Causal chain
5. Why? - Belief, purpose

Directions or purpose pleases our mind,
Mind which is playing a game of inventing justification for our actions.
Are we not becoming slaves of our own mind,Which is trying to proves its rationality by inventing the justifications of our existence and actions?
Actions which are not in my control.
And existence?
Iam still not able to decide if I am the result of existence or this existence is result of me.

Art

2009-07-25T23:14:00.000+05:30

Secularism

2009-07-25T21:21:00.001+05:30

Comparetive Science of Culture

2009-07-25T19:17:00.004+05:30

Just Another Moment

2009-06-16T22:12:00.002+05:30

What passes through faster?

vainness or the end of oblivion?

I am flanked between these two .

Options

2009-06-02T20:12:00.003+05:30

Romance called Man as Phenomenon

And Pleasure as the consequence of Love,

Reason smiled and proclaimed Man as serendipity

And Love as consequence of Procreation,

And poor Man

In his quest to be man, frowned

Resposibility is the consequence of Love

He said .

Life smirked through its cruality

“Oh my beloved perplexed cause

Its – All of the above

Definition II ?

2009-05-27T23:01:00.006+05:30

Civilization – Question by an effect- if it is a cause of an individual or effect of a group.

Culture - bewilderment about who is in control, an individual will or collective consciousness.

Capitalism –Struggle between an Individual will and collective consciousness to exploit each other. (and both end up getting fucked )

Democracy –scheme where collective consciousness proves its ridiculousness .

Restraints.

2009-05-24T23:04:00.002+05:30

Humans don’t have liberty, they don’t have opportunity either. They have fake pickings wrapped around some collective attitude.

Free human action is one in which a human is permitted to act as he or she wishes without the judgment of culture.

The Others

2009-04-24T22:27:00.004+05:30

As I stopped thinking ,I started thinking about why I stopped thinking.
why is this I dissimilar from the one who is thinking?
Why is that thinking one refuse to concede I ?
What is I ?
who is the real I ?
The one who is thinking or the one who is thinking about the other thinker?

Future

2009-04-12T10:41:00.003+05:30

Every ideology moves towards its extreme,slowly but surely and at that extreme its survival or progress is decided. Imperialism produced Hitler, Monotheism produced Papal dictatorship and inhuman Caliphate .

Liberal philosophy produced political weakness of Civilization and ultimately its thousand years of slavery .

some Humans are blind and they cant learn from history .

Definition?

2009-03-08T19:37:00.002+05:30

I endure self.

My love is in my desires, not in your being

My deity resides in bliss and yours in misery

My perception the certainty and yours chauvinism

Why culture is linked with ego?

Just another Comment

2009-02-22T21:01:00.007+05:30

No capitalist system has not failed but it has Shifted .

it is demolishing the brackets of nationalism .

every capable individual will get his share irrespective of his national or racial identity .

This foundation of capitalist shift was laid when currency was linked with human motivation .

Till now capitalism was for few nations which can stop the skills , motivation , resources and reward to move beyond its own boundaries .

Capital needs Profits to survive and Profit needs three factors to grow

Man power
Innovation of New Systems & Technologies
Political Power

ManPower

capital will not stay where desires of human resource makes it so expensive that it starts effecting the growth of capital itself (Profit).

Western societies are demanding more and more from the capital to satisfy their desires and in turn contributing less towards it , because with desires comes the fake sense of individualism . this Individualism wants to relish the desires and this takes the time and resources from its own ability to work and contribute to capital.

Innovation

Innovation was and is a tool which middle class used to climb up the hierarchy of capitalism .

It was about developing a new system which makes the same old job to be done faster and better.

Innovation is no more limited to USA and Europe .

The emergence of middle class in other Societies has lead to new “others” contributing and asking for their rewards from the system .

Political Power

Political Power comes with better Manpower and Innovating abilities of the society .

Manufacturing has moved to china because Chinese are ready to compromise on their desires and work for their basic needs first , and this gives enough space for capital to grow. the same reason makes back office support systems to shift to India .

so this futile attempt to make profit without balancing it with equal amount of human activity in western Societies will collapse. how will the individual in western societies pay for its desires when the capital has excluded him from the chain of human motivation ?

And the thought that Few Individuals or few Organizations will earn enough to feed the rest of Western Societies is a failed thought .

Desires will make Individual expensive for Capital and Capitalism will Jump from developed Societies (with developed sense of individulism and addiction to desires) to new ones .

Evil

2009-01-13T21:53:00.004+05:30

Love is inappropriate for humanity without envy.Jealousy is the culmination of civilization

Its jealousy which gives soul to love.It gives the self and responsibility to love ,without which it loses its ego.Vanity has no relevance without Lust.because it is the Lust which transforms vanity into art,into exhibition,Into craving for recognition.

Evil evolved as a justification for existence,not divinity

I & HIM

2009-01-04T19:23:00.001+05:30

I wanted to see him but realized “I" is within "HIM"

To “want to see" is "I"'s limitation

And afar "Realization' is limitation of "Him"

We both are within each others limitation

Discontented like "desire"

New Year -2009

2008-12-31T23:59:00.004+05:30

What we are moving towards, exist in our desires.

We have a representation of it in our sense of prudence .Like a Pantheist with its egalitarian world view let me remind the occasion.We will make you what we are , because you are a measurement of me .

So surge on with me to a new moment,run with me on a chariot of efforts.

we are like shores of a boisterous tributary,We shall originate together once never to convene

A happy 2009

Labyrinth 2

2008-11-14T12:07:00.001+05:30

Discern the grey stranger, O flaming spirit
From the nostalgia of ache that scripts the mirage of existence
Haughtiness of knowledge, scared of solitude of wisdom
Do I exist in infidelity of perception?
Oh this Spirit of game that ambiguity acts
Expressions without harmony, their colors without purpose Floating in the dusk without moon.

Labyrinths

2008-10-27T08:38:00.005+05:30

Rationality is not a mens virtue because truth is still a quest .Like a Labyrinths of his own Intellect he roams around his own ludicrousness .He find brief solace in his self made desires because he wants to please his selfish , narrow delusions , delusions wrapped with emotions .

but I wonder if morality is a consequence of his emotion or quest of rationality ?

it must be the consequence of morality I am sure , because morality has become so cruel , so irrational that humanity loses its connotation in front of this obsession through the creation of its own opium .

Is this because, morality is group and rationality is individual ? then I wonder , may be, group Creation must be the reason , yes group creation , creativity with the help of acceptance of others must be the reason , quest to overcome himself .. Conquer the sublimity of individualism , defeat the perfection of divinity .

Morality of Faith , religions, Political ideologies , Social commitments , socially rewarding aspiration made from borrowed dreams social hierarchies to satisfy inflated fake Self .
And I overlooked the consequences , 100 years of crusades , brutality of Papal kingdom , butchery of Political ideologies .

how and why the acceptence of others so important ? when did this morality has become a grade , a control of his own nature, his own dreams ?

Will man grow up someday , beyond his own inadequacy .

Ship

2008-09-06T12:12:00.004+05:30

Why a ship needs a captain and a map?
why cant it wander towards unfamiliar in the ocean without shore , Without anchors?

Those conceited ships with maps and imprudent captains’ stares at my orphanage and I marvel at their slavery?

I was born with lust for freedom but they gave me books with maps of shores
and rewards for believing those sharp words , those
maps of illusion .
Sea is calling me .. with its eternity ..with its pristine ,erotic waves ..
Let Moon be my guide , let Sea be my destiny ,let destiny be my will
let will be my divinity ..
I will make gods from my will

Individual versus Society

2008-08-13T15:10:00.007+05:30

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/08/12/opinion/12brooks.html?_r=1&oref=slogin

http://www.bbc.co.uk/blogs/thereporters/jamesreynolds/2008/08/not_quite_what_we_thought.html

Interesting articles - an American Point of view by David Brooks and another piece by english reporter. May be the American is trying to be different. (A typical American individualism )
how long will people try cliché ?
has he forgotten the stink of brutality from this so called harmonious collectiveness in China .
and sorry asian dont accpet this so called Asian harmonious collectiveness .
It is branded with the coffin of Chinese civilization .
This is slavery.

This dichotomy between individualistic behavior and collectivist behavior is very fundamental to how the world thinks - it is not a simple East-West cultural question. .

But some people like Brooke write to express contrariness , however ugly and false it is .
or is it bewilderment of a mesmerized victim of Chinese marketing ?
Or may be he has been fooled by his own social upbringing where just success and money is criteria of "being good"?

Chinese have failed to develop society but they have mastered the Science and Art of dictatorship .
Thanks to their brutal communism which is not developed by Chinese them self, but imported and then refined with their brutality , after all it serves the purpose of justifying moral dictatorship by showing the fear of intellectualism and individualism to intellectually dumb masses .
Society is a harmonious existence of individuals and society.

IRRITATION

2008-07-22T10:51:00.000+05:30

Rugged feet without hostility
Shrieking query, infuriating slumber trances
I trail unknown shadows of ancient dungeon
Gods without divinity
Beast with slavery of mind
Mind lusting for matter
Matter selling delusions
delusions is that I live

Tea

2008-05-28T08:05:00.003+05:30

and she Continued humming
like the eternity of dream
like the stale hope of her existence

may be she is tracing herself
in every morning sip
of crispy delight

that's existence ...
"I" searching for "you"
in every mundane leaf that I Pick
and finding "We"

Testimonial of a miserable delight

2008-05-09T22:44:00.002+05:30

Losing the wisdom of loss
Gaining the morbid content ness
Where am I?
Lost like an objectivity
In the mass of subjectivity

Let me have my struggle
Of mighty existence
Give me some ache
And petite sorrow
I won’t lament

Communism

2008-04-21T00:14:00.001+05:30

The police carried out a raid and closed a factory. The children, who were working there, were all set free. Some said: “We are orphans. To eat we need a livelihood.” The reply was swift and crude: “It is against the law”.
“Then we will have to beg”, they said, “or else we will have no food.” “That, too, is against the law,” the policeman in charge said rudely.
“If we cannot work and cannot beg, then we will die from hunger,’’ replied the crying children. “That you can do,” was the answer. “There is nothing illegal in dying”.
by Khushwant Singh

Communism survives on the tragedy of human life by exaggerating it . This exaggerated piece of tragedy is a good example of it .and once they achieve power they make sure that tragedy remains so that they shall have there significance .
communism have one answer for Poverty - Terror and intellectual bankruptcy.

Surrealism

2008-04-20T23:56:00.002+05:30

Search of Realism arise from our sense of bewilderment from the existence which again is the result of struggle of our intangible mind.
Our mind which s the source of argumemt and counterargument, will never let us decide on truth .

Theologians want a realism , where they shall rule under the guidance of divinity .scientist wants realism where they shall dominate .

hence so called realism becomes the victim of our own slavery of ideology .

How can we find reality without achieving the the freedom of our mind from these ideologies ?

Amir Khan's Torch

2008-04-06T16:55:00.000+05:30

Amir Khans Logic of Seeing Olympic games as different from Chinese Totalitarian regime is his foolishness . events like Olympic games are tools and Tools in the hands of Regimes becomes extensions of that regimes and its ideology .

These games are used by Chinese communists to proves the success of their Ideology .

No nation is perfect , but the nation and its Policies are different from the behavior of its People .
Gujrat Riots or any incident of human riots violation-by certain section is different from the policies of Indian State . Nation or governments are judged by its reaction and policies on these incidents and not by the behavior of certain smaller section .

Lost Buddha

2008-04-04T13:03:00.002+05:30

Isn’t, not having any desire is also a desire?
Isn’t Desire makes us what we are, by associating individuality with emotions.
Isn’t Desire a reason for our duties and responsibilities and hence the basis of our civilization.

Who says that violence is the right of only evil?
This is how evil transcends
This is how evil defeats goodness by making struggle violent and making violence part of your guilt.

Stand up For the Karma
Pick up that pebble on the lost Path.
Make it your struggle. Make it your desire.

Headache

2008-04-01T20:55:00.003+05:30

Humanity has no matter . it is a mind governed by its consciousness .
But what about people with defunct consciousness’ or consciousness over taken by slavery of any ideology ?

Why do we need someone else to stimulate our emotions to Guide our Mind to trace our own consciousness ?

Whether its religion with the brand name of divinity or Communism with the authority of foolish morality , we have always been lured in darkness.

Human history is full of these debauchery of arrogant , cruel ideologies .
whether its medieval egotistical monotheistic religions or modern slavery of Communism is USSR and China.

Is this a part of evolution of universal consciousness where struggle between ideologies to out smart each other and own the brand of goodness ?
and we Humans ? what about us ? how long will we suffer ?
How long will we be the pawns in this evolution ?

Individuals represent certain ideologies in there life span , same ancient ideologies which have taken birth and died million times , yet there is no final conquest .

Are we result of our own suffering or is this suffering result of our own "self"
Self always tries to transcend beyond its own definition , hinting towards a universal self , which unfortunately is a place of eternal struggle between these narrow definition , in quest of something beyond definition , beyond grammatical language .

Some day “I” will reach there .

I am slave of silly optimism

Chinese Civilization and its Leaders

2008-03-24T17:29:00.002+05:30

The problem is with the Chinese psyche .. they worship Power and Money and thats why communist have been able to lure their souls with materliasm and charm of iron fist . even their cultural revolution is the reflection of their willingness to accept the matter and not mind ..
They reflected the glimpse of vanity of individual souls in Confucius and Tiananmen square but all in vain .. its the long term ideology accepted by social and cultural psyche which shapes the generation and their priorities .

Their willingness to be accpeted and respected by the western world ( Power and Money ) has made them vulnerable to exploitation and Communism has done that beautifully ..
Where else can you see Communism behaving like a 19th Century Capitalist and offering its Poor People as cheap Labour to the factories for the consumption of western world without any basic right, without any social scrutiny .
Sometime Fox also change colors .

Religion and Spiritualism

2008-03-18T21:43:00.005+05:30

There is and will be a contradictory difference between religion and Spiritualism

Religion Starts with "I believe ".
Spiritualism starts with "I have a question" (I don't believe ).

Religion is accepting.
spiritualism is rejecting and starting of a search which is beyond the limits of accpetence.

Religion is masking Truth with Perception .
Spiritualism is unwrapping of perception from eternal Truth.

Religion will always need a clergy to force and implement the belief.
Spiritualism is a Solitary Journey , Guru is Just a guide.

Spiritualism leads to Wisdom .
Religion Leads to Politics .

Religion Signifies Law of Entropy
Spiritualism defies Law of Entropy

Beyond Idealism

2008-03-17T22:13:00.005+05:30

Idealism is cowardice
Faith is inhuman
Struggle Fight, conquer.
Buddha is transitory
like an inert purpose on the boulevard
rinse the soil with blood of divinity

Before time consumes you

Against Monotheism

2008-03-12T15:05:00.002+05:30

Religion is also an ideology .. so Blaming "other" is an escapist route to run away from the responsibility and truth .

A religion or ideology has to be based on Larger Philosophy because the Philosophy will wrap Myth around the underlying basic tenants of philosophy and present it as religion. and if these basic tenants are wrong the religion will fuel hatred .
you have to understand that every religion or every idea shall be judged with Human ethics which is lacking in Islamic world . criticism is not allowed. criticism acts as an balancing tool to weed out wrong things and evolve new .

The basic idea of These Monotheistic religions is that they define "good " within the narrow bracket of religion so you are right just by following Islam or Christianity and everyone else is wrong and will be punished by sending them to hell . So Baba Amte and Mahatma Gandhi will go to hell and will be punished just because they are not Muslim or Christian . This ethical fallacy of these Monotheistic ideology will give birth to arrogant radicals .

China and India

2008-03-10T19:51:00.002+05:30

Capital needs labour to Survive.
Government uses Labour to smother character.
Intellect needs labour for autopsy .
Bourgeois needs labour for selfish experiment.
Pitiable, wretched , Labour .
When will enlightenment flourish and become liberated from clutches of arrogant intellect and uncaring spiritualism.

May be never .. Life itself becomes the reason for its own pathetic cowardice.

in the world where Faith is contrary to self introspection , labour itself wants to become either capital or government or intellect or maybe bourgeois .. who cares for self...

Man

2008-02-16T00:50:00.001+05:30

the only one and within!
.. Asked his chariot ..
what do you want?..
Man enslaved by the sloth within
choose indolence ..
Man , that chariot ..Scared of loosing his mirage
Desired blindness of siesta
Only one and within
.. Smiled
and gave him few Prophets ..
A Jesus. A Mohammad .. a silly arrogant Buddha
And million qualms carved from stones

and Man suffered in brutality of his own
Ignorance ..

Vivek Ananda

2008-01-12T20:06:00.000+05:30

Vivekananda's essay East and the West

The Vedas were the first to find and proclaim the way to Moksha, and from that one source, the Vedas, was taken whatever any great Teacher, say, Buddha or Christ, afterwards taught. Now, they were Sannyasins, and therefore they "had no enemy and were friendly and compassionate towards all". That was well and good for them. But why this attempt to compel the whole world to follow the same path to Moksha? "Can beauty be manufactured by rubbing and scrubbing? Can anybody's love be won by threats or force?" What does Buddha or Christ prescribe for the man who neither wants Moksha nor is fit to receive it? — Nothing! Either you must have Moksha or you are doomed to destruction — these are the only two ways held forth by them, and there is no middle course. You are tied hand and foot in the matter of trying for anything other than Moksha. There is no way shown how you may enjoy the world a little for a time; not only all openings to that are hermetically sealed to you, but, in addition, there are obstructions put at every step. It is only the Vedic religion which considers ways and means and lays down rules for the fourfold attainment of man, comprising Dharma, Artha, Kama, and Moksha. Buddha ruined us, and so did Christ ruin Greece and Rome! Then, in due course of time, fortunately, the Europeans became Protestants, shook off the teachings of Christ as represented by Papal authority, and heaved a sigh of relief. In India, Kumârila again brought into currency the Karma-Mârga, the way of Karma only, and Shankara and Râmânuja firmly re-established the Eternal Vedic religion, harmonising and balancing in due proportions Dharma, Artha, Kama, and Moksha. Thus the nation was brought to the way of regaining its lost life; but India has three hundred million souls to wake, and hence the delay. To revive three hundred millions — can it be done in a day?

Advaita Vedanta -I am Confused

2008-01-07T22:54:00.000+05:30

Physics tells us that the observer determines the observations. The observer determines the observations because the observer is hallucinating, fiction. So what Physics is trying to tell us that life is our mirage.

Question -
So why should the mind, and its life, change its ways from sleep-dreams to when it hallucinates that it wakes up every morning, to study the likes of physics?

As Advaita Says that thoughts had universe-vanishing gaps between them. These universe-vanishing gaps made it universally impossible for thoughts to be connected to each other.Thoughts were not only disconnected but they were totally unpredictable. As Science would call this unpredictability their Uncertainty Principle.

Question -
Is mind just a collection of thoughts just like a book is a collection of words. And thus sleep-dreams and life are made up of the same thoughts, the mind

Question -
Is life and its physics, and universe, does not need a Big Bang to start? or end? the story of life , because it can start and end just as EFFORTLESSLY and quickly and totally as can any sleep-dream start and end

This chimera, or invented story, fantasy, we call the mind/life which advaita called Maya. And this Maya makes everything that appears certain, “real,” into karma

Question -

So there is no doer, that can agree or disagree. And this simple fact – that there is no doer, that there is no other -- makes the best joke, called mind, really-really amusing.

Question -
“there is no other” called God ?Is god just the creation of our Mind ,just another character for our fantasy of life?

New Year

2008-01-01T17:51:00.000+05:30

I wrote this Last year and posting it again . looks like Time repeats it self .

Like Every thing else in this Universe , Time is also a victim of our rainbow perception. There are two ways of seeing the mighty Time

1) Time is part of the fundamental structure of the universe, a dimension in which events occur in sequence .

2) Time is part of the fundamental structure of Human intellect within which we sequence events, sequence the duration of events and the intervals between them, and compare the motions of objects.

We can measure time and classify it within our selfish emotions of happiness, ecstasy , sad, melancholy , and many others or time measures us within its cycle of Tretayug, satyug and Kalyug as described in Hindu philosophy and make us as just a helpless victim of time .

So whether this so called New year is real and exist and is a measures of our existence or just an illusion created by human intellect , we cant deny its existence.

So let’s wish ourselves, rest all of you and the also the authoritative time

Assassinated

2007-12-27T22:40:00.000+05:30

Feathers fall
Yet the bird shall soar
high, beyond the dreams
riding on the soul
of that fair feather

Rants of Mumbai

2007-12-26T23:30:00.000+05:30

December arrived by the creaky door .
I couldn’t sense the nippy steps of winter.
Mumbai is unadorned with the complexity of human emotions,
Every thing is taken for granted here ,
Even Tragedy is for barter .
This dream is dry , like a canvas painted with grey .
Like a devotion without his idol
This metropolis is too simple , too candid ,
too level-headed , too cruel .
She exist like a whore, without lies, without heartbreaks,
No fallen leaves to be trampled
No breeze with nippy memories

No leftover petals in unfinished pages of dreams

"Neti Neti"

2007-11-25T13:01:00.000+05:30

Let there be "NOTHING"
but can there be "NOTHING" without "EVERYTHING"?
or may be without "NOTHING" itself ?
or is there "NOTHING" already there
Somewhere
because of "EVERYTHING"

To Adiguru

Lost

2007-11-16T01:09:00.000+05:30

I lost few apologies somewhere
To a name
Like a blameworthy virtue
Unacquainted
Those fallen pearls of moments
Scattered in my shrine heart
Beggar without bowl
Monk without repentance
Existence without delusion
Remind me
Before they turn into illusion

Cinema Paradiso

2007-10-14T22:25:00.000+05:30

Edward Copeland has posted the results of his poll, along with some great pictures and lots of comments, I dont know if I can agree with this list or not as I have seen only few of these and are part of my collection .perceptions differ .

http://eddieonfilm.blogspot.com/2005/12/foreign-art.html

Confusion

2007-10-14T20:32:00.000+05:30

razor blade of ambiguity,
beautiful nightmare perfectly rendered with illusions,
ancient, reckless dictatorship of time,
opium of optimism,
sappy and manipulative coincidences,
False Fantasy of procreation called love,
Exquisite' sham of self pity,
and mastery of bourgeois deity.

Confusion

2007-07-20T00:19:00.000+05:30

This sleepy narrow dungeon
Gloomy, unspoken, Insane
I have lost the path to my heart
My fingers chatter these eternal ramparts
Struggling livid bricks guards

From a generous split
Creeping roots , mocking solitude
From the orifice of dilapidated moments
There is a glimpse of same sun
It walks with morning
It strolls with Afternoon and
sleeps with evenings

Who wants freedom..??
Me or my desire?
Who wants desire ?
Me or my freedom ?

Worth

2007-05-17T15:20:00.000+05:30

Few Precious things are Fragile.. They cant stand the test of Human faith.
But if they cant resist the uncertanities of this existence and keep the faith intact ..then they cant be Worth .

I was sick of being Judged and Pointed at my imperfections every Day .
So one fine day I tried to judge the judge .
and IT was hollow .

Roads to Hope

2007-03-25T18:41:00.000+05:30

Revelation is betraying my heart,
With its millions boulevards to sunset
Somewhere afar the perspective
Sun is melting the ache with his bright smirk .

Remember,
These millions roads to horizon,
They don’t return
And that inane sun
Like a fidgety pitiless destiny
Will fall soon too.

So think, think once more
Before you cuddle hope.

Million Journeys

2007-03-15T23:29:00.000+05:30

I strolled down that sentence
Stumbling on the pause
Slipping in the commas
Bewildered with the unsaid Meaning
Those caged words , struggling for the choice

May be I am enchained with my narrow perception
Or is it yours icy selfishness

Web

2007-01-28T13:58:00.000+05:30

So much divinity.

Which bit is mine?

Has my own god has lost faith?

Or have I lost my revelation to my selfishness.

Reality and Hope

2007-01-19T00:45:00.000+05:30

In the city of small shadows
I walk within my self
Slave of my rigid perception
My dreams are like an orphan beggar
My Existence is lost without definition
They sold me few expensive lies
For all the life I have
So my moments are indifferent
To everything except this sham

But old angels
With wrinkled knowledge
Whispered to my sad heart
butterfly will lure me
Away, to the bliss orchard.
So I am waiting for the yellow spring

Conversation with a Woman

2006-12-07T23:38:00.000+05:30

Her words has patterns, purpose and colors. Somewhere they were searching herself in that conversation and I could see that bewildered quest in her restless eyes .there are flickers of inquisitive selfishness, but hey beware you are not allowed to invoked your curiosity .

Whether the topic has any relevance to you or not ,is not her problem. After all this is a woman’s world, but my dear make sure you make her feel important and interesting . Look into her eyes and swim in her soul , let her feel every stroke of your admiration.even if her words are betraying the context and the purpose of conversation.

Never be honest, they love honest lies . truth is a virtue which will steal her selfishness so remember mendacity is an attire to enhance her vanity . You can never find a great woman Philosopher in the pages of human evolution.

Listen to her complains. Yes she has abundance of those. They are the most torturous experience but hey man listen , she doesn’t want you to solve them because in reality , there is no problem .

How much we have to spend for this sexual evolution??

PLAY

2006-12-05T00:39:00.000+05:30

In this Play,
Every character proclaims to be the protagonist
Every Part proclaims applause
Every Tear proclaim triumph
Lechers of slavery
Sway on the strings of scarlet Master
That Eternal Torturous Life
Who, with its strings of Emotions,
With its drama of lust,
Giggles

Spartacus

2006-11-28T00:57:00.000+05:30

   Pink stranger, come close
  More closer, let me radiate my heart
  As it is an organ with inferno
  Let me have a glimpse of your soul.
  Oh no you are just another slave
  Lost, drifting near my spirit
  You are not the Spartacus
  Was it my optimism which cheated me?
  Yet again
  Go, go away and toil in the fields of destiny
   And reap the shackles
  So I collapsed in my dreamy dungeon.
  Spartacus with never come?

Prayer

2006-11-17T13:38:00.000+05:30

Afar the enchantment
Where moon molests the naive stars
Vanity conceives evil and giggle
Monsters are born with innocence
Death dies with birth
Birth dishonored with death
Freedom lusts for wounds of chain
And every sun is a mortal hero

Raven dwells in traits
Dreams have seduced conscience
Manuscript have lured indulgence
Angel steals the white drape of truth
And Swastika preach insanity

Black wine drips through the curves
And nectar remains with immortals
Destiny steals the ashes of phoenix
Lustful fetuses roam the time
Devour me O naked Father
Devour me

Wall (Mind)

2006-10-29T12:07:00.000+05:30

Time is liaison between the different changes.

I don’t like anger , it leaves me ugly and guilty and it also gives me excruciating Headache.

It’s the invariable struggle of this existence to Paint this wall with Pristine white but like an stubborn malevolence chameleon it has been altering colors, from culpable grey to immoral black , from lusty red to rapturous yellow , from sly Pink to idealistic purple , but not that elusive Pristine white.

I want it unadorned, without any designs , without any piece of art because with art comes lecherous yearning for recognition and attention .

In its vast realm of egotism it has infinite lusty spiders with million legs, making cobwebs of desires in those inaccessible corners where they have entrapped and devoured my innocence.

This wall has been beguiling me to enchain my will to tame my aspiration , with its sarcastic laugh it has been ridiculing me, in all my effort to seek harmony .

They say Bodhisattva painted it White, Pristine tranquil white.

Its is 4.00 AM in the Morning, so I slept.

Time doesn’t change anything .

Night

2006-10-19T19:31:00.000+05:30

On the dilapidated dream sits the melancholy pessimism
With its eternal resort to conquer truth
Insatiable soul waiting for a defeated dawn
And its tragic myth of life.

O voyeur silence of night, dont cry so loud
Wishpering Moon has seduced the loneliness of existence
memories howling like the western breeze
Some lost moments passing by

So the mighty grey ponders over the juvenile Crimson
Why was he when he wasn't?
How can I be, when I couldn't?
so its Just the eternal Night and its slave Dawn .

Keshi's Question

2006-10-07T15:45:00.000+05:30

Keshi have asked a very interesting question and I thought about it .
So here is my answer.

If you were the opposite sex just for one day, what would you do in that 24hrs?

I can be proud of being a bitch.
I will always have someone to blame.
I can see few colors, which as a male I never thought existed. Mauve, lilac, Lavender.
I can cry .
And not feel embarrassed about it.
I can be dumb and interesting at the same time.
I can enjoy sex without doing anything.
I can sit and Pee.
I can emotionally blackmail men to listen my never ending blabbering.
I will understand what “shopping and chocolate “ can do to our existence .
I can complain without feeling guilty.
I can understand what these K serials are all about.
I can defeat and enslave men without fighting.

Shock

2006-10-03T19:55:00.000+05:30

It was a Sunday evening stroll when I saw him on the pavement of four bungalows, near my house. He was sitting in front of Manish nagar market
Poor, Old and fragile, with just and loin cloth to cover his wrinkled existence.
But he was a human, a man possessed by love. Love for another man. He was hugging him, kissing him, smooching him.

Yes I know homosexuality is normal. Yes I Know that in modern society its is accepted. But I am still so fucking confused.

Is the carnal bribe of this being so overwhelming that we cant escape the immorality??
Or morality is just a weapon to tame the power of humanity? Is morality just an anomaly of human insecurity, made to defeat individual and let the mob triumph??

Dreams Voyage

2006-09-23T20:12:00.000+05:30

From smoke to haze
From haze to silhouette
From Incongruous to consistent
From delusion to reverie
From lies to faith
From opinion to existence
From existence to emotion
From emotion to passion
From Passion to tears
From tears to frozen nostalgia
Thats how she finished her journey
On these primeval boulevards .

Pujo

2006-09-22T20:13:00.000+05:30

Pujo , thats how they use to Pronounce it .
That vigor , that ecstasy in kolkata’s breeze .
Those sugary smiles on Bengali faces .
Those new attires on reincarnated souls.
Seductive baudi’s in their Dhakai sarees
Large , alluring vermillion dots of vanity .
Juvenile grins on adult Hearts .
Ancient fragrance in modern breeze.
Medieval devotion with communist inspiration

Wish I can go back to Kolkata.

My Dream

2006-09-16T14:42:00.000+05:30

Like the disobedient spring, tucked on scarlet Petal.
Perched between tangible illusion and fake certainty.

Like the obstinate summer, floating on a restless heart
Bewildered between an ecstatic snuffle and a gloomy grin

Like the impassive winter, drowned in a dew drop
Flourishing between disastrous truth and amusing lies

Like the traitorous monsoon, heavy with sincere remorse
Combating childish desire and the lazy surrender

That’s my dream .

Lets smile again

2006-09-11T17:45:00.000+05:30

Moments wept the tears of betrayal
Emotions descended in the valley of gloom
Dreams swept away by the twister of destiny
Sky was petite and pale like a lost faith

But then fatality struck
And consumed the timid tragedy
Yes nothing is eternal
Now the heaven is azure again
Dazzling like her mesmerizing smile

So I am smiling again ..although its a little shy smile .
and yes you idiot ,I am going to try alcohol tonight .
:))))))

How Long

2006-09-08T09:54:00.000+05:30

It feels shit
Hanging on mortal Optimism
Patience humiliating almighty will
The transparent ache
Like thousand venomous serpents
Wrapped around this existence
And masculine aloofness betraying
The human soul.

How Long????

No I will not Burn out
I will hang on ( No Fullstops )

Its Never Goodbye

2006-09-06T09:46:00.000+05:30

It’s never farewell
You will stay forever where no one dwells
Beyond the juvenile pragmatism
Where Time have lost its Purpose
Where moments are imprinted on cold memories
Like fatality embossed on this existence
Where a grey cloud has lost it path
Where two dimples and a smile
Hum eternal melodies with heartbeat

It’s never goodbye

Home

2006-09-02T17:48:00.000+05:30

My Home
Beyond the cold sorrow
Near eternal Dance of Ganges
In the warm quilt of winters
And calm white bed sheets of summers
In the love laced anger of my Father
In the grey curls of my sweet Mother
where sun rays are milder
and Nights are brighter
where deity reside in wrinkled smiles
Home sweet Home

The Red queen

2006-09-02T15:01:00.000+05:30

Ok this book is awesome.
It is really interesting to know why certain traits are considered attractive and how evolution shaped our idea of beauty.

And the most interesting part of this book is the Idea that Its Our Evolutionary Psychology which shapes the basic difference between men and women.

Women tend to choose financial success and stability over looks in a mate
Men tend to choose beauty over all else.
Men generally want to be practical, shrewd, assertive, dominating, competitive, critical, and self-controlled.
Women usually want to be loving, affectionate, impulsive, sympathetic, and
Generous.
One in three men said they had fantasized about having sex with more than a thousand women in their lives.
Women overwhelmingly fantasize about having sex with a familiar partner.
People unconsciously score each other during their social interactions, rating relationship values for the future.

Exercise – Please rate all the men and women that you have come across for your future relationship.
Kindly mention following points
Your idea of a perfect partner
What are you searching in relationship?
1. Emotional Need
2. Financial need
3. How much social acceptance plays a role in your Decision
4. Your Social status (Middle class. Upper Middle Class. Upper Class)
Who is the most familiar person that you fantasize about.

FUCK YOU

2006-08-26T13:20:00.000+05:30

Why the Fuck you ask questions??
When you already have all the answers.

I am not a fucking Pawn to authenticate your existence .

Veracity

2006-08-26T09:18:00.000+05:30

Essence of myriad Dreams
In His quest of Vanity
Went to a valley of Passion
There was no splendor
But Just an Eve
With her carnal serpent
And wrath of irrational divinity

So he lived his curse

SHE

2006-08-22T19:09:00.000+05:30

“IT” shaped “HE “
And to tame Him
To limit Him to “I”
“IT” fashioned “HER”

Dream world

2006-08-21T13:47:00.000+05:30

Dreams have undulating graceful pattern
Like musical node of my existence
Blurred and indistinct illusions
Beyond my insecurity of future
and burden of Past.
Liberty from the slavery of butcher epoch

Chapter 1

2006-08-16T10:00:00.000+05:30

She is a Pretty Kid, like a crispy sandwich with Just 19 mysterious springs which have caressed her innocence. We share the same stairway at the same time, wishing each other with different smiles.
Her smile is little timid and crimson, mine little dry and heavy, laden with a fake courtesy.
Well, I was told that those smiles at the stairway were coincidences only from my side .
Hmmmmmm.

O these drops of illusions
Falling from the haze of black desire
There is a temptation from Phoenix
Come, indulge in vanity

Man

2006-08-15T19:40:00.000+05:30

He walked like a sinner
Limping
Wound of his gangrene guilt

His narrow eyes avoiding the
Bitter truth
His lost gaze, searching neverland

His jaw clenched with
Impatience .
He lived with penguins and polar bears
In icy cold world

Mumbai Rain

2006-08-07T09:57:00.000+05:30

It’s a soggy world
Damp Like her guilty Eyes
Betrayed by her own maverick heart
Memories seeping in like evil droplets
Corroding my will

Huh God

2006-08-05T14:58:00.000+05:30

May be my own intellect is playing games with me, may be I cant understand because I dont wana understand , may be I am slave of my own expectation and god is my expectation .I made god as unattainable and I love him that way.

If he is in everything then is he in ignorence too??

May be he is not anything or in everything .
May be he is beyond everything.
Even beyond my pain and my prayers.

Perish

2006-08-04T17:00:00.000+05:30

I am a leaf of the gypsy spring
Unattainable, restless at the mercy of egotistic ambition
Sometime silent summer visits me
Like an ignorant slippery youth
I live on foolish hope of her silent grave
Where I will perish with the fragrance of her memories

Death of a Saint

2006-07-20T19:39:00.000+05:30

On the sea of Innocence Lust is like a perfect storm
Don’t take that boat whose providence is condemned
Your desires will slay the saint
Stop, to cherish the divinity which we created,
And all moment of innocence between us,
Don’t follow the devil
One that will never be again

Judge

2006-07-03T11:54:00.000+05:30

This book questions the ways in which we understand what it means to be human, both scientifically and culturally. Using Knowledge of evolutionary biology and neuroscience, he portrays a very deeply pessimistic view of human beings. This book views humans as beasts or zombies.

The author act as a judge and demolishes all the good things which we have built to prove our existence. This book reminds me of you and your Opinion about me .

We as an internal being who would like nothing more than to manage the conflict of interactions with people and our own emotions ,are entangled in this web called life . This interaction of our life is always the victim of struggle between my moral ethical being and my beastly instincts . I can not be spared of the cruel sight of the moral dissecting table

But you as an outsider , as a judge ,as a spectator, surveying my behavior , dissecting my life shall remember Mary Magdalene and Jesus .

Mumbai

2006-06-26T14:41:00.000+05:30

White willow Tree of Jerusalem

2006-06-21T09:36:00.000+05:30

O White willow tree of Jerusalem
Don’t Proclaim Halleluiah
Holy Ghost is imprisoned in your Past
And Prophet has left your streets

O White willow tree of Jerusalem
Don’t moan for redemption
You are the serf of your naïve blindness
The son has been crucified on your cynicism

O White willow tree of Jerusalem
If truth knew the street of eyes
You would have been the yellow spring

Redemption

2006-06-19T17:35:00.000+05:30

Now that the Prophet have crossed the dark valley
He realized that Love is ethereal as Hope
Like ashen Clouds, Lost in eternity of blue
Found in insincere Perception

Now that the Prophet has the glimpse of sea
He realized that Love is fragile like existence
Like a Gypsy wave fated to extinct on the grey shore
reborn for Perpetuity of Existence